Everyday I love u more and more...

Hye...
Saya tau entry akan berbunyi sedikit mengada (for some, mengada banyak) dan agak personal, tp saya tetap nk buat jugak entry ni... hehe

Semalam saya follow hubby saya balik ke Kuantan semula, walaupun pagi tu dia jugak yang menghantar ke Jengka. Saya memang mengada tergedik-gedik..hahaha

Sampai-sampai je kat umah, terkujat kitorang bila basikal belasahan hubby dah dicuri orang. Pagar dikunci tp basikal dalam rumah tu kena curi dengan daya usaha gigih pencuri tu memanjat dari rumah jiran kami yang sedia maklum tak pernah kunci pagar. Tambah2 lagi, jiran ni letak sebiji meja sandar pada dinding. Seronok la si pencuri kan??? Senang je lompat2 sikit da dapat basikal sebijik!!

Ok, saya bukan nak ceritakan betapa senangnya usaha mencuri sebijik basikal, tapi tentang hubby yang sangat saya sayang ni.

Semalam saya balik dengan hubby all the way from Jengka to Kuantan. Penat? Memang la. Hubby penat dengan kerja dia, saya penat dengan kelas yang saya kena hadap. Lepas saya mandi, saya terus je baring-baring atas katil. Rambut basah pun saya dah x kisah. Biarlaa..hehe

Dalam baring-baring tu, saya teringat, "Alamak, baju x iron lagi. Pastu, td jnji nak sidai baju yang tengah basuh dalam washing machine".... Tapi, dalam teringat tu, mata terus je mengecik, lelap...

Tetiba, terbangun dalam kul 12.30mlm. Terjaga sbb hubby masuk tido. Sibuk la saya tanya itu ini. Apsal tido lambat? xngantuk ke? Hubby pun tekun je melayan pertanyaan orang mamai ni.

Tetiba tekak perit sbb sejuk kut. Hubby bangun and bawak segelas air.

Tetiba saya teringat baju yang x bergosok lagi...

"Emm...nak g gosok baju la"...
"B dah gosokkan."
"La, yeke? Xpe la, tadi janji nak sidai baju, syg bangun la, nak sidai baju"
"B dah siap sidaikan jugak."

Terdiam saya jap... kesian dia. Dia pun sama penat. Dia jugak yang drive pagi and petang tadi.

I won't ask for anything and anyone else. He is the love of my life. If people would ask me, why him. This is why... Maybe ada hubby orang lain buat lagi romantik, lagi beria2 jaga wife dia. Tapi, i wont ask for anything more.

To En. Hubby.. my love for you growing more and more everyday.

Love, Sayang and Adam

12/6/2011

Celebrating my dear's birthday

Hi,

Previously, when my hubby gave me the earrings as my birthday present, he did surprise me. I thought that he didn't plan to do anything and just want to hand it to me as it is. But, he put it under my pillow.

It was a cute try to surprise my hubby on last 28 Nov. The box kinda big, so I'm thinking of not hiding it, instead i will sing, with candles and more... and ..... that's it. It was kinda funny, trying to find the time to wrap the present since he was with me all the time, 24-7. Luckily, my sis was with me that weekend. Making excuses that i wanted to lepak with my sis, I locked the door..and do the work.

That night, when he went to the bathroom, I locked the door. I didn't have enough time to light up the candle, and he knocked the door. Alaaaaaaaaaa.....i don't have any excuse to stall him. I threw the candles, somewhere... put the box under the comforter...HAHHAHAHA.....what a SURPRISE PLAN!

I opened the door, made a sleepy face, then..on the bed... He didn't say anything...but when he tried to lie on the bed....

Hubby: "Eh, ape .... HAHAHAHHAHA..." he laugh as loud as he could.
"Nak tiru orang eh...bg surprise bwh selimut....."

Me: "Huhuhuuuu...xla...sape suruh kuar toilet cepat sgt...Huhuhuuu...x sempat nk pasang lilin pon"

Hubby: "ALOLOLOOO...AHHAHAHAHAHA"

Silly me....hahahaha

the gift.. =D

Please God, let me have that courage

Salam,

My first dugaan after engage has arrived. Though it is not that badddd... but I do feel sad about it.

Faiz got a new offer from JBA as an engineer. I really feel happy for him. Really! I know he has worked hard for his job. I want him to get a better job, not because the current job is not good, but he really deserve better. I know he deserved it. He really worked hard for his current job but it does not compliment what he did. He worked till late at night, OT everyday, went to the office on weekends, on standby mode from 1st until 15th every month.

Really, I am happy for him getting the offer.

But...................

He will be transferred to some other places in Pahang. Most probably Kuantan...

Erkk......

I am working here, UiTM Jengka... which take 1 1/2 hour to reach Kuantan. Weekends, I have classes at UPM. The only times I can see him is on Sunday.

WHATTTT?? Sunday ONLY?

I need to commute from Jengka to Kuantan to Serdang...

Leave Faiz alone, away from him...

for the next 3 years...

I coudn't bear to feel this feeling. It eats me from inside.

I do have friends to support me. Suzai, Kak Seri always give me the support that i need. They try to give me love n support which i needed the most.

I couldnt make myslf let Faiz know bout this. I want him to make his decision not to be influenced by me. Because I know he loves me so much, that he might even decline the offer because of his consideration of me.

I dont want that.. I want his decision because he make the decision. Not because of me....

I just need to pull myself together.. be strong..and face everything.

Allah, I need you to give me that courage.

Let me be strong

Let me face this without fail...

Amin...

My own Black Book..hehe

Ollaaa....

Mesti pelik kan? Nape plak la aku isi gamba buku kaler hitam ni. Actually, buku ni aku recordkan my journey with Faiz. Ada la tiket wayang, gambar kitorg...Ala2 scrap book la. Macam cik Lilee ni kata, aku ni jiwang.(Iyolah tu..). Aku rasa cam x nk ilang je benda2 yang record pasal aku ngn Faiz. So, by using this black book, aku leh simpan macam2 yang aku nk. What makes it more interesting, kertasnya color hitam. So, aku akan tulis dengan liquid paper, pen ink silver n gold. hehehe...Rasa cam budak2 je.

Black book ni, aku akan bg pada Faiz satu hari nanti. X tau la bila, lepas kawen ke..bila ke.So far, dia x tau lagi. Benda ni aku simpan elok2...Just, x slalu update. Yela...jumpe pon ade la brape kali je sebulan. itu kalau sebulan ade jumpe. Kalo x, aku x jumpe pon dia. Tp aku xde rasa pape..sebab aku ni ati kering sket.

Kekadang tu jeles gak ngn org lain, berkepit sana-sini. Tp aku cam da xde perasaan. Rasa cam OK je kalo x keluar pon. Harap En. Faiz ni tahan la ye. hehehe..