Melintas tengok kiri dan kanan dahulu...

Assalamualaikum....

Masa kita kecik2 dulu, rasanya dah puas mak abah, papa mama bagitau. Kalau nak melintas tengok kiri-kanan dulu. Tapi, itu dulu la. Zaman kita budak2. So, zaman sekarang x tau la disebabkan mak bapak budak2 yang terlupa nak bagitau, atau, budak2 sekarang x mau amik pusing apa mak ayah drg ckp...

Semalam, me n my hubby spent a day at my MIL's house. Petang, around 6, 7 pm, dah nak magrib pun, there was this kid. Dia anak jiran dekat rumah tu. Tengah my hubby n I sibuk2 mengalihkan kereta, nampak la dia ni syok main basikal. Punya la laju dia kayuh sampaikan simpang 4 dekat rumah kitorg tu pun dia x tengok kanan kiri. Main hentam je kayuh.

My hubby ni kan seorang yg sgt concern. Dia pun jerit la kat budak tu,

"Dik, tengok jalan dulu. Ada kereta nanti."

Haih..kalau dah tengah syok main tu, mana la dia nak dgrnya. Dia buat pekak je.

Tah macam mana, kitorg stay kat luar lg. Borak2, walaupun time tu dah magrib.

Sekali lagi budak ni kayuh kat simpang tu, laju giler. Nak jadi cerita, ade kereta Wira dari hujung jalan.

My hubby jerit,

"DIK, KERETA TU!"

Lagi 2 inci dah nak kena, nasib baik kereta tu sempat brek emergency. MasyaAllah. Punya la kuat bunyi brek tu sampaikan my MIL dari dlm bilik air n FIL dlm umah, datang menjenguk kat luar. Diorg ingatkan kitorg yang kena pape, sebab tadi kitorg sibuk2 alih kereta.

Sebenarnya, masa my hubby jerit kat budak tu, I dah get ready tutup telinga. Why tutup telinga? Sebab, from experience, benda yang akan jadi mimpi ngeri is the sound. So, prepare siap2 dah tunggu bunyi je.

Tapi, tu la. My MIL cakap, budak2 ni sentiasa didampingi malaikat. Di alihkan dr bencana jika bukan takdir dia.

Yang kesian abang yang drive kereta Wira tu la. Terkejut dia. Dia perasan yang kitorg nampak kejadian tu. Sambil dia lalu depan kitorang, dia cakap,

"Nasib baik x kena. Kalau x, tak tahulah. Magrib-magrib macam ni." Well, I don't blame him. Dia atas jalan lurus, so xde la dia nak perasan sangat. Maybe, salah dia pun dia laju sikit. emm...laju mana pun, dlm taman je. Yang budak tu pulak, main lalu je. Laju pulak tu.

Yang nak marah lagi, ade brader kat umah budak ni tadi, dengan xde perasaan buat x tau je. At least dia tengok la sikit budak tu. Marah2 sikit mana yang patut. Next time xde la budak ni nak menerjah macam tu lagi. Alahaiiii....

Me? The shock was still there. Sumpah, rasa jantung nak berlari keluar.

I heard my FIL cakap suruh I mandi cepat n sembahyang. Dah magrib, so kejadian x elok camtu kurang baik untuk saya. Terkejut budak. Hehe..

Well people.. take care of the young ones. Let them know what is OK n not. Jangan nanti, menyesal x sudah. Preventing kan better dan cure.

Till then, bubbye...



Hampir putus asa...

Assalamualaikum...

Tajuk entry je dah sedih..hehe

Dah dua kali sy missed interview. Yang first tu, ralat terasa jugak tp, disebabkan sy check keputusan online, sy dah terlepas almost a month. So, xde la nak kata pape.

Yang ni, panggilan interview tu 7hb Feb. Sy cuma sedar hari Jumaat malam kul 10.45, 11hb feb. Sy try tanya kwn2 mana yg boleh tolong, tp nampaknya xleh nak buat pape jugak.

Esoknya, sy try (En. Hubby yg try actually) call department tu. Well, silly us. It was Saturday. Siapa yg ada kat pejabat? Dah agak pun, cuma trying our luck.

Kami call sana-sini. and I actually end up feeling down and hopeless.

Mungkin bukan rezeki kut. Tapi, saya memang hampir putus asa. Rasanya macam ada aje yg x bagi sy tukar career ni.

Mayb tu..mayb ni. Tunggu je lah rezeki anak kut nanti...

Softer?..

Hye..

I used to b a lecturer yg agak strict dgn students. I hate people coming late to classes. I hate people talking when I'm teaching. I used to get angry whenever people don't do work that i've asked them to do. Or even when they're doing things wrongly... Pernah je campak paper bila drg x siap kerja. Pernah je suruh drg keluar kelas. I think I've done all!

That was PAST..

Lately, I realized that i've become a lot softer..

When my students come late to clas : I'll nag but I still let them to come in.

When they take break more than I've given them: I'll just give them very-very painful or stupid punishments. Like sifir siput sedut...my dear students know bout this. For those who have tried it, they never dream to do it again...haha

I realized that I dont even get angry anymore. I just asked them not to do that and this... and they respond to it well.

I think, getting angry just eating my energy away. Instead of getting tired screaming and angry to these kids, I prefer to just cynically say things to them. Guess what?? I am good at it, actually..haha

Maybe, age is also a factor. I dont want wrinkles to grow faster. Hehe..

But...still... There are times when the temperature rises. I still have the ability to scream.. and will never loose it.. :D

Curfew...

Hye..

Hari ni, dah nearly 2 months I had my curfew. Curfew apa? Takkan la dah tua2 ni kena curfew kott?? Xde la..En. Faiz x kasi saya balik umah kat Kuantan. Hari Jumaat, dia amik sy kat Jengka, balik Temerloh. Hari Ahad, dia anta sy balik Jengka, dia balik Kuantan. Tiap-tiap minggu mcm tu.

Sy kesian kat dia. Saya kata x mau... Tapi, dia marah. Dia lagi kesian kat saya, dia kata. Tapi dia janji, bulan 3 nanti, dia kasi sy balik kuantan ngn Kak Nor n Gang Bas Sekolah (Actually, Kak Nor ni ulang-alik ke Jengka dr Kuantan hari-hari..iye...hari-hari)

Kadang-kadang balik umah mak ni bosan gak. Bukan saya bosan jumpa mak-mak saya. Saya suuuukaaa sangat. Tapi kekadang tu, ada masa nk bangun lambat. Lately ni, sy akan terjaga tgh2 malam. Eg: Bangun kul 3, lelap2.. kul 4 kang jaga smula.. sampai la kul 6. Bila dah pagi, baru sy terhegeh-hegeh nak tido. Malu la sy nak sambung tido kalo kat umah mak. (Kalo umah mak saya, saya belasah je. Umah mum in law, malu la...) .

Bila kat umah sendiri banyak benda boleh buat. Saya boleh buat laundry, masak, tengok tv, abiskan masa berborak ngn En. Faiz. Tapi, kalo kat umah mak, saya kena share En. Faiz ngn family. Kalo kat umah sy, sy nak kacau mak kat dapur, borak-borak ngn abg2 sy or adik2 bila drg balik umah mak. Ka kat umah MIL, En. Faiz ada keje dia sdri. Dia pun nak spend time ngn family dia. It is not that I'm not part of his family or he is not part of mine..(Mak sy lebihkan dia lagi. Asyik2 tanya Faiz dah makan, masak sbb dia nk makan, pendek kata, sy pulak macam menantu kat umah sendiri. Hahahaha). It just that, sy kadang2 nak time untuk sendiri or for both of us.

Kadang-kadang malu gak x tolong MIL masak. Bukan sy x reti masak. (tak reti sangat..yes..hehe). Tapi, kalo kat dapur tu rasa sy ni menyibuk je. Dah la sy x tau kat mana letaknya brg2 dapur.. (ala..alsan je tu, kann?? hehe) Tapi, kalo minum petang tu, sy buat jugak air n everything, which is I control the floor la. Tu, baru sy rs OK. Hmmm..tp macam sy bg alasan je kan? Tak kisah la. Sy ni kategori menantu antu (as what my kakak2 senior kat sini ckp)..hehe..

Sebab tu sy sgt2 value masa yg kami spend together. Bila dapat balik Kuantan, sy punya happy tu xleh nak compare la. Hari2 countdown sampai hari Jumaat.

Well..for the time being, sy suck everything up je la. Bila pas bulan 3 nt, sy balik Kuantan every weekend..

YAY!!