Week 38

Assalam,
Not in the mood of writing a beautiful story right now. I am stressed out. I am currently at my 38+ weeks now. On wednesday, it'll be 39. Owh, well! It is God's willing. Not mine. But, few things came after another.

Alhamdulillah, i was waiting to get the confirmation letter as a permanent staff. It is here already. But, the thing is, the Dato' pengarah won't sign it as everyone is not sure whether am i gonna give birth this 1st July or earlier. If earlier, then it is going to be postponed until i end my maternity leave. Haishhhh... So, i have to go to work this Monday (1st july).

My M.ed class will start a new semester next weekend. If i don't give birth yet, i have to go to the class. Truth is, i don't feel that i can endure the 9 hour class. Though there will be break, but sitting n listen to the lecture is killing me! I am gonna reach 40wks that weekend.

N adding to my misery, my in laws are coming next weekend. Planning to stay at my house for a night where my mum n brother are also staying currently. With a small house like mine, I DONT FEEL COMFORTABLE AT ALL!! Two families plus mine is too crowded! But, do i have the choice? My mum is currently staying with me because she will help me with the post-delivery matters. She's here in case i am gonna deliver during night time as somebody has to take care of my son.

Feeling stress? Absolutely!!
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Entry bosan

Assalam,

Bosan... Hari ni dah masuk 37 mgu. Sebab ada byk benda nak setel, pegi punch card dulu ngan encik suami pagi2 td. Hasilnya sedikit lewat sampai ke KKIA (klinik kesihatan ibu dan anak). Sampai2, kerumunan manusia jgn la nak bila g. Buku2 pink dlm bakul nurse tu dah bertimbun. Dlm hati "padan muka, dtg lewat lg".

Tengok kat bakul nurse tu, tetiba terperasan. Td susunan buku tu menegak, skrg dr belakang pulak. Meaning, kalau siapa letak lambat td dpt turn awal. Ala... Xkan la kan?? Aku xlarat tggu. Tgk jam dah pukul 8.45am. Jangankan jumpa nurse, nombor pun x gerak lg. sabarrrrrrr....

Ha, panggil pun nombor aku. Langkah cepat sikit. Cpt sikit siap. La, nurse tu bru perasan buku tu dah penuh. Kena lak berdiri sambil tggu dia gam salinan bru. Haih.. Ok, dpt nombor. 2028. Erkkk.. Byk dah nombor ni. Xpe la.

Cepat..cepat.. Nanti kena tgu turn lg kat lab. Sampai kat lab, masuk trus kawasan toiletnya. Huwaaahhhh!!!! Bertimbun buku pink tu menanti giliran utk lab tech amik. Botol urin jgn kira. Nasib baik dah siap berlabel. Kalau x, sape punya pon xtau.

Ok, tggu lagi. Tetiba.. Nama aku kena pgil. Nape pulak? Dah siap ke? Wah! Awal!

Perasan, lab tech tu pgil sbb lain. Dia kata kena anta specimen kalau ikut notes dr nurse ni. Ehh!! Saya dah buat bulan bila dulu. Nurse sblum ni pon x mention pape! Hmm...aku lak kena ulang alik tnyakan kes aku. Nurse kaunter tu beria confirm aku kena buat test tu. Lab tech lak kata kena isi form itu ini. Haih.. Berjalan lg pegi ke kaunter nurse. Tanya lagi.. La, nurse tu salah tgk. Xyah anta2 specimen. Test biasa je. Tunggu lagi..

Ok.. Siap kat lab. Jalan lg pegi check ngan nurse kat bilik 8. Borak2..alahai. Test urin x bagus, berat statik. Lain2 ok. Ok.. Jom hantar buku kat bilik last. Ok..tggu lg.

Jumpe nurse. Eh, awk x amik hb?

X, xde plak. Laa.. G amik hb plak. Adeh..seb baik kali ni xyah beratur. Adik lab tech tu pon da kesian kat akak ni. Result? Hb plak turun. Adui, hari ni sumer nak ada pape.

Xpe la..pape la. Akak dah penat. Skrg ni nk g anta assignment by pos laju. Nak g bayar duit kete. Pastu nak mamam!!

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Sekejapnya la masa berlalu

Assalam,

Esok dah nak masuk 9 bulan dah. Kejapnya masa berlalu. Adamdah besar. Ni dah nak bersalin no. 2. Kelas MA plak dah nak abis minggu ni. Tapi assignment melambak lagi x buat ni....

Semalam amik mak from Temerloh and suruh mak duduk sampai la anak dia ni abis pantang. Bukan ape, last week (Monday) kena Braxton Hicks yang sangat la sakit. Tetiba terpikir, kalau aku nak bersalin time2 ni, sape nak tengokkan Adam? Alhamdulillah, adik belum nak keluar. Dia tau, mama dia nak amik exam dulu. Sabar ye shayang?

Adam memang la suka. Tok ngan Pokde jaga dia. Tak payah pegi school(taska). Mak pun memang nak jaga dia. Eventho I insisted nak anta Adam gi taska, sebab dah bayar kan? Xpe la, biarlah dia nak manja ngan cucu dia.

Last weeken jugak, ada Mama & Baby Expo at Zenith Hotel, SASICC. Memang meriah la weh. Tapi sayangnya, x dapat nak spend lama-lama kat situ sebabnya datang dah kul 9mlm. Kelas MA abis lambat sangat. Sedey (T_T). So, just spend 1 jam je. Nasib baik jugak, kalau x ranapla poket weh. Itu pon, dah overspend. Ingat nak cari baju adik baby, last2 baju Adam jugak yang banyak. Hahaha. Adam dapat kasut, busha, t-shirt. Adik? Dapat legging ngan dress je. Hahhahaa.

Tapi, mama dapat extra sikit. Masa duk pusing-pusing tu nampak la Lunatots nyer booth. Memang meriah. Mula-mula duk usha je. Cam segan2. Tapi, tetiba pusing kali kedua, ada saleperson ni tegur. Ok, siap offer choc Milk Story dia. It was a nice bite though. Adam pon sibuk nak.jugak. Dah dpt a bite, I suruh la papa dia bwk juh2. Kang x mau berenti budak tu, dia buat aksi guling-guling plak. Bila papa n Adam dah blah, I pon dgr la si salesgirl ni punya explanation. Bukannya 1st time dgr Milk Story ni. Byk kali dah, but never interested. So, tersangkut la I dgn Milk story ni. Terbeli...OK...TERBELI! la produk promotion dia. Berapa? Malas nak mention... hahahaha... And, kebetulan juga jumpa Pn. Suraya yg femes itu. Hahahaha. Sy kenal and perasan, tp malu nak buat beria-ia. Hikhik....

Sebenarnya, bila dah beli baru cuak sendiri. Bukan ape, produk ni milk boost. Tetiba la kan terigt betapa tragisnya bila kurang susu, kurangnya semangat dan daya nak berjuang bg susu kat Adam. Buatnya kali ni benda yg sama jadi? Ya Allah, takutnya. Betapa membazirnya segala benda yang dah beli tu. Dengan pump, milk storage, dan paling sedih, terpaksa menghabiskan beratus-ratus membeli formula milk. Ya Allah, cekalkanlah semangat hambamu yang satu ni.

Ok, itu pasal itu. Sekarang pasal ini. Keserabutan dah makin kurang.Kerja memang la menimbun, tp Alhamdulillah, MA untuk sem ni dah kurang serabut. Tinggal 3 assignment nak submit, and final exam hujung minggu ni. Kebetulan juga, ada bengkel minggu ni.,HARI AHAD. Wooohhhh! xde relax ke? Hadoi....no comment.

Rasa cam nak amik cuti la Isnin tu. Bukan ape,melepek la aku nt kalau xde time nak relax. Tapi, dapat ke? SENDRI MAU INGAT LA DEI..wakakakaka. Ok2...GTG,

Doakan saya mudah bersalin. Aminnnn...