Sakit Mata, Jari dan Hati

Huhu...

Aku baru je kena penyakit ni... sebabnya

Mata - pedih tengok paper yang melambak berbundle2 lagi atas lantai.. Rasa cam x abis2 aku marking.

Jari- naik bengkak dah memegang pen.. pen tu pun dah nak abis ink..

Hati- aku dah pesan kat students ape yang patut. Tapi sebab aku pesan la drg buat yang salah. Hadui....

Kalo korang nampak aku dengan mata merah, muka dah biru, jari besar 2 kali ganda..paham2 la ye..

Paper atas meja..on going..

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Paper dlm bundle2 yang belum pun bersentuh.. huhuuu

24 n 25 October 09

A year older and wiser...haha

This year, I went to S.alam n spent my weekend to see my BFFs.. Lilee, Lynn, Dana, Yana, Bayne and Rynn. At first, aku xde la plan sgt nak spent my birthday kat sana ngn drg ni. Tapi, tarikh tu mmg kena aje.

For every1 info, aku x penah drive jauh2 ALONE. all this time, ada 2nd driver bila aku drive. and journey ke S.alam kali ni adalah yg pertama utk aku rasa drive sorg2. Berdebar gak la... yelah..aku ni minah gelabah sket. Mujur aku x ngantuk masa drive tu eventho hari tu agak penat.

Sampai2 kat Ampang, Wab fetched aku. Lilee tertinggal handphone dlm keta adik dia. Ok, cut the story short.

Aktiviti:

24/10

Breakfast ngn Mirul n Lynn

Lawat Rynn, Ridz kat hospital. Aisya kena viral feve. Sian dia, mengamuk2 bosan duk hospital.

Gi Summit USJ. Plan nak tgk Papadom, lewat sgt so, changed plan. Gi jenjalan shopping. Lynn beli baju baby.

Lepak Pak Li Kopitiam ngn Yana, Ana, Yatt, Lynn, Lilee, Sha and Bayne.

25/10

12.00am

Wishes from frens, students for my brithday. also from my love one. Hehe...

Wake up, breakfast @ A&W

Lawat Aisya again n say bye to Ridz n Rynn

Lepak ngn Dana @ Asiari. Makan dessert. (Paling special..ubi kayu yang Lilee order..hahaha)

Went to Tila's house.

Balik...

Happy sangat outing kali ni sebab dapat tengok Lynn n her big tummy (seronok dapat pgg perut Lynn walaupun baby refused to kicked my hand..huhu), jumpe Dana n Nawal, jumpe Rynn, Ridz and play with Aisya. (cute sgt aisya ni, dah pandai wat gelagat cute), dapat jumpe kwn2 lama walaupun x ramai.

Lastly....pepulss...thanks for the wishes... :D

happy sangat2....

Bad Odour...erkkkk

picture taken from here

Hye...

Sori la kalau entry ni agak meloyakan. hehe. Sebenarnya dah lama nk cerita, tapi x sampai hati. Tapi, kena gak cerita sbb da x tahan. yang rasa x selesa dan terasa, pleas close this window ya..

In Malay, 'bau badan'. Tapi, orang kampung aku ckp, 'body odour' or nama manjanya BO. Hehe.. kalau cakap pasal isu ni memang ramai yg x selesa. Maklum la, isu sensitif. But, hakikatnya mmg patut kita tau n jelas pasal benda ni.

For those who are working with people, they might have encountered this prob a few times at least. That includes me. Hehe

Pernah aku suruh students datang office to see me. Dtg dengan berpeluh-peluhnya, ada plak BO. Hadui...office aku dah la pakai aircond.. Bayangkan la betapa 'harum'nya bau tu. Siyes.. boleh pengsan. Nak tambah lagi, office aku shoes off. Pas drg kuar, aku siap bukak tingkap kasi bau ilang.

Nak haru lagi, drg dtg rapat2 tanya soalan. BO tu dah satu prob, tambah lagi bila bercakap. Huhu..Siyes, mau nangis aku. Ade plak bila but speaking test. Korang tak perasan ke atau korg x tahu kewujudan benda yang bernama berus gigi? Pelik tu, kawan2 boleh tahan je la?

Aku nak tegur, tapi xtahu camne caranya. Takkan la nak cakap, "Awak ada BO la.." or buat2 tanya, "eh, bau ape ni?"

Patutnya penggunaan deodorant tu dipraktikkan la. Nak best lagi, pakai perfume. X perlu la pakai Armani, Hugo.. biasa2 pun xpe. Tapi kena tahu la, brape jam baunya kekal. Jangan la ckp, "pagi tadi aku pakai dah" sedangkan time tu dah kul 12mlm.

Once, my student said, untuk yang bersaiz XX mayb boleh pakai baju 2 layers(guys la). Meaning, if u wear kemeja, pakai t-shirt nipis kat dlm. Peluh tu x ketara sgt.

Aku x la cakap aku berbau wangi sepanjang masa, tapi aku akan perasan bila aku terasa aku busuk. Try jauh sikit ngn orang or say sorry kalau keadaan terpaksa. Siyes, memang x selesa.

Ada gak kawan2 yang over concious psl BO ni..Suzai la salah sorg. Hahahaha...we keep reminding each other about this..hehe.. Berterus-terang sungguh.. but then, even truth hurts, kena la face it...nasib la beb. Hahaha

Nak percaya ke tak?

Hi,

Semalam aku duduk2 smbil bace magazine. Magazine tu punyala bosan, the only section i read ialah teka personaliti. Soalan quiz tu:

"Apakah jenis jam yang anda pakai?(berdasarkan tali jam)"

Choice- tali getah, tali besi, kulit, x pakai jam.

Aku: besi

Answer: Orang yang tegas, tidak mudah mendengar pandangan orang lain..blablabla...

Huh? Lor?Itu je? Disebabkan tali jam, ko tau org ni jenisnya macam mana? Katakan lah, aku ade 10 utas jam tangan, which yang berlainan jenis setiap satunya...so, aku ni didalam semua kategori lah? Boleh plak camtu...

Mana boleh orang percaya yang quiz personaliti ni based on the beberapa choices yang ada? Banyak lgi kemungkinan yang boleh jadi. X semua orang sama...The result of that quiz is based on majoriti facts. Overgeneralization sungguh!

I had a small talk with a wise (but irritating) friend long before. This person asked me to read something on the newspaper he bought. He covered the other parts. I read it and knew that it was a horoscope.

He asked me "so, ko rasa kena x ngn ko arini?(refering to the description).

Surprisingly, yes. Kena pulak dengan aku aritu. Then, he opened the other parts, and asked,

"Yang ni and ni?" Adalah..kena jugak..satu dua description tu...here and there..

And he said, "setuju x kalau aku cakap, horoscope ni generally written for everyone. Even if u are a Scorpio, but u still can be a Gemini or Libra, because all of these descriptions. Basicly, it is useless, because it is general."

I thought, "Aah la..betul gak. That horoscope never mention exactly what and when I will get."

Aku lagi x suka dgr guys berbual pasl quiz camni. Kalau pilih isteri, pilih yang tangannya .... sebab pandai masak. Ohhh..puh lease .....yang tangan lain2 tu, x pandai masak? Korang check tangan mak korang camne dulu. Dah kalau, lahir2 tangan camtu ko nk cakap ape...pegi wat opration?

Kadang-kadang aku suka je main palm reading, personaliti test kat Facebook, baca horoskop. The thing is, don't trust it. Dusta tu..haha. Bila org main2 personaliti test tu, without knowing the reason behind it (kes jam tadi la), maka overgeneralization pun terjadi.

Hehe..saje membebel arini...Byeeee....

BLOG INVADERS..INTRUDERS

Hye..


All this while, my friends and I, we have been happily blogging. We udpdate our stories for our dearest friends, near n far. and also, blog is one of our ways to release all the things that've been clouding our head. Using blog, we released all the heavy rain inside that cloud. (wah!! hehehe).

But lately, there are people (mostly, our students) have been intruding our private space here. they read the entries, and mentioned the things that we've posted, verbally, to us. Luckily, this has not happened to me, but my other blogger friends. So far, my student readers are all well behave. (BIG CLAP! Yay!)

Ok...fine. I know that, the purpose of writing a blog is letting people know ur stories. Some might say, if u don't want people read it, write a diary( no offence, iza. i'm quoting it in a good way..haha). But...u dont have to mention la, u read our stories, right to our face. Quoting words by words. U read, enjoy (or some, not), and keep it to yourselves.

Ok la..for those who want to share stories or same experience with us (the bloggers), then, it's fine. but, I really hate it when they came to us, with the intention of mocking us. Purposely.

Sometimes, we might slip things that are quite personal. Or even mentioned things that makes us happy though sounds silly. We are happy to know u enjoy reading the blog. but then, please don't make it sound like Bloggers are stupid fools that display their life under a magnifying glass. If u do, u r the fools who wasting time reading our blog. If u dont want to b a blogger, let others be.

I am lucky this has not YET happen to me. If it does, i need to change my blog url, or even make it private. Pray hard for it not to happen.

Sigh...

Forget..Forgot..forgotten???..

Hmm...lately I have been forgetting to wear my ring.

Last week, I went home to my mum's house without realizing that I didn't wear it until night.

Yesterday, I went to my friend's open house without it and it didn't bother me at all.

Today, I go to office without wearing it again.

hmmmm.....

Am I getting older?

or....

I don't like wearing ring....

owh!

It just me n my silly habit...

No worries....

Talasemia's dilemma

Rasa-rasanya ramai yang dah aware tentang penyakit ni. Secara ringkasnya, penyakit genetik yang mengakibatkan penghidap melakukan blood transfusion kerana kekurangan darah. Ia diwarisi dari ibu bapa yang kedua-duanya pembawa penyakit tersebut. Nak tau lebih2, baca sini.

Aku mmg aware tentang penyakit ni from tv, internet, and lebih2 lagi selepas pergi ke kursus pra perkahwinan dan juga information dari kwn2. Things yang membuatkan aku amat aware n concern with this disease ialah kita boleh detect awal whether kita adalah pembawa penyakit ni. Thus, kita boleh tahu dengan ujian samada future babies merupakan penghidap penyakit ni dengan ujian bakal pasangan.

What makes it worst is, penghidap talasemia ni hidupnya agak terseksa. Dengan blood transfusion at least once a month, jangka hayat yang agak pendek dan kos untuk merawat penyakit ni adalah agak tinggi.

Ok, point aku buat entry ni adalah:

Sanggupkah anda kahwin kalau confirm2 dah ANDA dan PASANGAN adalah pembawa (Talasemia minor) yang akan melahirkan anak2 penghidap (Talasemia major)?

Soalan ni diajukan beberapa kawan-kawan aku. Rata-ratanya tergamam sekejap masa nak beri jawapan. Kalau tanya aku, jawapan aku yang pasti, mungkin aku akan kata TAK KAHWIN kut...

Tapiiiii.....sanggup ke? Korang bercinta separuh mati, tiba-tiba nak stop? Dah bertunang, and nak call off? Family-family dah kenal...Huhuhuuuuu...x nakkkkkkk...

Tapi, sanggup jugak ke korang tengok anak2 menderita sakit, kena hantar ke hospital tiap-tiap bulan, bayar kos rawatan yang tinggi?

Aku memang sekarang ni boleh la cakap, sebab x test lagi. Kalau keputusan OK, Alhamdulillah. Yang jadi masalah, kalau keputusan positive? Huhuuuu...

Xpe la, apa-apa pun aku berdoa yang terbaik untuk kami. Kalau Qada' dan Qadar Allah dah tentukan, apa yang boleh buat. So, kawan-kawan, buat lah test. Lepastu, buatla keputusan yang terbaik. 'till then, c ya..