Cuti Seminggu..Apa bikin???

Hi!!!!

Minggu lepas sy bercuti seminggu. Disebabkan sgt bosan di opis(walaupun ade byk sgt keje), sy da x peduli. nak gak cooti... Kawan2 umah x cuti, drg berdedikasi..hahaha...Saya kurang sikit bab nak berbakti untuk tempat keje ni. Lagipun kawan mengumpat, tido, merambu saya, cik Suzai pegi holiday kat Phuket. Jeles ..siyes la...Huhuuu..Sy xde kwn kat opis, so...sy pun cuti la.

After 3 hari bergolek, bangun lambat, menghadap pc dr pg sampai ptg..sampai mlm (mak kata dah bersawang dah atas kepala, hehehe), ari Khamis, Abg Sham blk from Perak, kitorg gi Pekan. Umah my big sis, Kak G. Disebabkan sy x penah drive sampai Pekan, abg Sham bg sy drive. Hamik ko....kejang gak lutut sbb drive 110km/j je. FYI, hiway Jengka-Maran ade speed trap. Mls la nk kena saman lg, cukupla kena saman accident ritu.

Kat umah kak G, kitorg lepak. Abg Ril (my bro in law) balik keje, dia bwk gi taman. Rajin plak dia temankan prgai adik ipar dia yg sengal ni..hehehehe.... Main layang2. Memula sy igt layang2 tu xkan naik. sbbkan ikut pengalaman sy main layang2 kat umah sy, slalunya x naik sbb xde angin. tapi, kat taman ni layang2 ni naik tinggi. TINGGGIIIII!!!! abis tali dia sy lepaskan. hahaha..biasanya sy gi main kat pantai je.

Balik tu, sy mengidam nak Murtabak Mengkasar. FYI, murtabak ni penah masuk magazine. Femes. sbb drg kata raja suka. Drg kata ehhhhh... Tapi, mmg perghhhh..... sedap... Kitorg pusing2, jalan kat Padang Polo Sultan Pahang. Sempat la pose2 skit...hehehe... saje....suke2...Dah puas pusing2, kitorg balik la. Makan murtabak kat umah...

Esoknya, malam kitorg bbq kat umh. Emm..to b exact, abg sham n abg ril yg bakar bbq tu. Kitorg just menambah2 last2 minit...Hikhik....

Lusenya, kitorg jenjalan lagi. Mula2 gi pantai Sepat. Aku suk kat sini. Xde org n sgt privacy. Kalo nk dating ni, mashyukkkkk.....Men layang2 lagi...

Pastu pi ECM.xde mende sgt. Tgk movie, SANTAU..hahaha..siyes la wei...aku ni kalo tgk wayang aku x penah la nk g tgk cite melayu. Sbb bg aku, tahap2 tgk cite melayu, tgk kat dvd player je.Jangan mareeee...itu perception aku. Kalo nk tgk movie, aku plih yg action movie, which dia nyer effect xleh dapat kat umah.Tp, this one aku layan je la...Hehee...sekali sekala....Ok la kut...tgk movie ngn family....

Dah penat tu, kitorg lepak pantai Batu Hitam. Makan tghari+tea..hehe..Aku jon oder ABC, which sumpah x sedap. Tawar, mcm minum air batu yg dah cair. WEKKKK!!!!

Aiskrim tu je yg best..huhu

dah kenyang, aku gi main layang2 lagi. Time tu, cam dah mls2. tapi sbb layang2 aku still champion, org lain jaki(bhs Pahang: dengki), trus beli kat kedai n main kat pantai gak...hahahha...Aku dah mls2, abg Ril ikat tali layang2 kat btg buluh tepi pantai tu, aku jnjalan ngn Ira. sampai la kat batu2 ujung pantai nun, ada newlywed couple amik gambar outdoor photo. Aku ngn Ira wat2 la jalan2 sambil usha drg. Pastu, cpt2 kitorg pusing..hahahhaa

Ahad, balik umah. Mak dah risau, anak laki dia sorg kat umah(Apit balik plak). So, balik..kol 10 sampai umah...

Penat...trus rasa sgt mls nk gi keje...Boley x, x nak gi keje Isnin ni??? nak cuti je...tp gaji jalan...

HUHUUUUUUUU.......

Please God, let me have that courage

Salam,

My first dugaan after engage has arrived. Though it is not that badddd... but I do feel sad about it.

Faiz got a new offer from JBA as an engineer. I really feel happy for him. Really! I know he has worked hard for his job. I want him to get a better job, not because the current job is not good, but he really deserve better. I know he deserved it. He really worked hard for his current job but it does not compliment what he did. He worked till late at night, OT everyday, went to the office on weekends, on standby mode from 1st until 15th every month.

Really, I am happy for him getting the offer.

But...................

He will be transferred to some other places in Pahang. Most probably Kuantan...

Erkk......

I am working here, UiTM Jengka... which take 1 1/2 hour to reach Kuantan. Weekends, I have classes at UPM. The only times I can see him is on Sunday.

WHATTTT?? Sunday ONLY?

I need to commute from Jengka to Kuantan to Serdang...

Leave Faiz alone, away from him...

for the next 3 years...

I coudn't bear to feel this feeling. It eats me from inside.

I do have friends to support me. Suzai, Kak Seri always give me the support that i need. They try to give me love n support which i needed the most.

I couldnt make myslf let Faiz know bout this. I want him to make his decision not to be influenced by me. Because I know he loves me so much, that he might even decline the offer because of his consideration of me.

I dont want that.. I want his decision because he make the decision. Not because of me....

I just need to pull myself together.. be strong..and face everything.

Allah, I need you to give me that courage.

Let me be strong

Let me face this without fail...

Amin...

Officially engaged...

29 NOV 09

my house- 12 noon

Fara-Faiz

Officially become fiance-fiancee

*wink*