My 33rd birthday celebration

Ok...mak tau ni 2nd entry for today. Meroyan sikit..hahahha

This celebration deserved an entry. Asyik sibuk cite preknen je, mcm xde benda lain dah. Hahahaha.

Last week, Selasa, 25th October 2016.. Cukuplah umur 33 tahun. Tua dah kan? Haihhhh... takpe la. Nak buat cane. Mana ada orang makin hari, makin muda. Outer look, ye lah. Ko bleh pakai Keihl's, SKII bagai.. umur tu tetap gak meningkat. Deny la banyak mana pon.

Hah, merepek pulak. Ok, berbalik pada cerita hari tu.

Malam sebelum, mood kelaut sket. Penat. Perut dah berbondong-bondong kedepan. Tapi, hubby suruh si Adam nyanyi lagu birthday. Sudahnya, dia humming je. Mama pon sengeh je la. Pastu tido. Malam tu, dalam kul 2 pagi kut, si Humaira mintak susu. Sempat la Hubby wish birthday (dia bangun and buat susu). Dalam ngantuk-ngantuk tu jawab "tq" (rasanya jawab kut..haha).

Pagi, mata dah terbukak fresh, kali ni betul-betul punya wish. Haha..Ok, saya semangat jawab "Thanks". Salam hubby and g kerja sambil sengih2.

Dalam kul 8 lebih, perut dah berkeroncong tamil nadu. Aktiviti wajib pegi breakfast kat cafe staff. Amik nasik lauk, then duduk. Ada call masuk.

Caller: Assalam, puan. Puan di office ke?
Me: Aah. Tapi, saya kat cafe ni. Bukan kat office. Siapa ni?
Caller:  Saya nak hantar barang kat Puan.
Me: (Sape pulak? Ish..scammer ke stalker ke ni??) Aaaa....kenapa nak hantar barang. Saya xde kat office.
Caller: Saya jumpa puan kat sana la ya. Ada barang suami puan hantar.
Me: (Dah dapat idea apekah benda ni!) Owh...hahahaha...datang la... Hahahaha. Saya kat cafe.
Call ended
*muka cuak sebab ramai orang kat cafe.

Kakak tu call lagi. Saya pandang kat kereta kancil putih tu, then dia kenal la siapa puan Farah yg dia nak anta brg tu. Pastu, jeng..jeng..jengggg.. Siap nyanyi lagi, there was a bouquet of chocolates and a balloon. Hahaha..tu diaaa!!!

Pastu, tengahari. Rupa-rupanya, kak adda n my colleagues siap beli cake lagi!! Hahahaha. Sukanyaaaa!!!

oppsss...abaikan perut boyot itteww..hahahaha

Dah siap lunch, so, I checked my whatsapp. Eh?! Ada parcel rupanya. Tapi rasanya xde plak beli barang online this week.. hmmm???? So, pegi la ke admin n amik brg. Tgk nama sender... x kenal, description- cake..huh?? address- Kedah??? Haikkk...mana punya secret admirer anta kek ni. Hahaha. Ok, lastnya..tengok no phone receiver. Aik, ni no phone Kak G ni. Hahahaha...
Nak lagi kelakar, bukak2 parcel..muka aku atas kek!! Hahahaha..mmg pecah perut la. But it was a nice swiss roll cake. Hahahaha.

Sama x dengan tuan dia? Hahahaha

Last surprise was the birthday cake from encik Hubby. Few weeks before, I whatsapp my hubby dearie. "Nak kek camni bday nanti". With a printscreen Victoria Sandwich Cake, dr sorang homebaker yang sy mmg slalu beli kek and lasagna. He fulfilled it!! Yay!! So, malam tu ada la potong2 kek and nyanyi2 dari anak kesayangans. Hahahaha..

the bouquet of chocs

My cake! Victoria sandwich cake

That's a wrap for the day. Muah muah!!

29 weeks and counting

Hola!!!

Today, just came back from routine check up at HTAA. Everything went well. The baby is gaining as expected. The previous breech position has changed to one breech and one cephalic. The girl cephalic and the boy is breech. But it is still too early as they can still change the position as long as they want.

The doc was asking whether has any doc discussed regarding the mode of delivery? Well, as far as I remembered, none was seriously discussed about that. They just mentioned that if the positions are OK, then normal is allowed. If breech, then Cesarean will be opted.

Then, she explain since I have reached the 29 weeks. For twins, it is normal for them to be delivered earlier than expected. As she looked at my belly, she concerned of how much bigger can my belly go. The size of the belly could also affect the maturity of the pregnancy. And then...the lengthy explanation. Hahahaha....

To tell the truth, I was kinda worried. Yeah, delivering twin. For those who think delivering them as easy as delivering the normal single baby, nope...nuh uh... I was exposed to the risk of fatigue, breech for second baby, C-sect for second baby, placenta ruptured, bleeding. Yeah, this is also risk for normal single delivery too but I am going to have higher risk to get that.

Most of people (including my mum), they were saying, "Boleh normal tu. Sakit c-zer tu lagi teruk. C-zer tu susah nak sihat."

I am more concern of my babies' conditions. I want them to be healthy. Imagine, after hours of contractions, I have to push twice, and if the one of the babies is breech, I have to undergo c-sect. Wow!!

So, my plan is, if they can make sure I won't go for any c-sect, then I will opt for normal.
But, this is just me talking. Hahahaha...

*malas nk dengar cakap orang dah. This is my body, and I controlled my decision.

The news

Assalam,

I plan to write this little journey of mine regularly but Allah's plan is better. Haha.. I was busy with all the things, life, work, mummy's life. Juggling between work and being a mum and wife is not an easy thing to do. Well, I still want to keep writing since I want to put the memory of my each pregnancy here.

It started when I decided to get pregnant. Humaira is 3, Adam is 5 and I think they are old enough to listen and do things that we asked. so, yeah... we go on with the plan.

That was in April 2016.

May 2016, I only realized that I was 'late' that month when a colleague mentioned about hers. I frantically looked at my mobile apps and yup, I get that butterfly fluttering in the stomach when it was supposed to be 3 days before that. I knew my body very well, thus I waited for another couple of days and tested at home. Again, the double line appear.

It was Ramadhan when my siblings found that I am pregnant. At the same time, my lil brother announced their good news too. So, there are two baby bumps in the family!! Yay! It was a really good news since my bro was waiting for two years for his baby. They got married when Humaira was 3 months.

My lil sister and my brother keep teasing me that I am pregnant with twin. I was laughing at their jokes. Uhuh...at that time, it was a funny thing. I said to them, "Ingat kucing ke nak anak banyak skali pregnant?" and who knows at that time, maybe the doa was granted then.

Weeks after that, I went to a clinic, alone, since I just want to do a confirmation. I have to register for my regular check up at the nearest Klinik Kesihatan. Thus the need of confirmation. It was Tuesday morning 21 June 2016, and I said to Ida n Kak Adda, I wanna go to our panel clinic. It was nearby, the Poliklinik Ar-Razi. I called hubby and told him again, though I had mentioned it the night before. He was reluctant to let me go alone. I said, everything would be fine. It was a simple test, or a scan. Hubby was having a meeting, so I didn't want to bother him. Moreover, this is my 3rd pregnancy (plus I had a D&C before). Alaaaa.... no biggie.

So, everything was normal. registered my name, asked for a female doctor and waited for my name to be called. Then, the doc asked me to do a scan. The lady doctor was wearing a full hijab. She asked a few things and scan my tummy. Suddenly, she said, "Allahuakbar, Subhanallah...." I was stunned. What was it? Was it something bad? My baby...is she OK?

"Alhamdulillah Puan. Puan pregnant kembar. Ada keturunan kembar ke?" (Alhamdulillah, you are pregnant with twin. Do you have any twins in the family?"
I was like, huh???? My brain couldn't register what she said. After a few seconds, I answered the family twins' history. (My parent both has twins in the family). I felt blood rushing to my cheek. It was overwhelming.

As soon as the scan ended, I whatsapp my husband and sent the scan picture to him with caption "Guess what?" and he replied, "A boy?". I couldn't stop laughing. How can he guess that. I was still at 10 weeks pregnant. I said, "twin". His replied was this..

Hahahaha..... I couldn't call him since he was in a meeting. Imagine him can't focus in the meeting..hahahaha

Then, I called my mum (while driving, yeah.... guilty of that. But I can't help myself.). She didn't sound so surprised but she was rambling about having the history of twins in the family etc...hahahaha...

Arrived at the office, I literally almost run to my office. I shouted Ida's name at the main door. Tried to cope with my breathing, I told her the good news and Kak Diah heard our screams. Hahahaha... Everyone was screaming with joy. Called kak Adda too and showed her the scan. Even the boss screamed!! Hahahaha.

I was on cloud nine all day long. Couldn't believe it myself.

 Well, that was the day I got the news. A very happy news.....