Week 38

Assalam,
Not in the mood of writing a beautiful story right now. I am stressed out. I am currently at my 38+ weeks now. On wednesday, it'll be 39. Owh, well! It is God's willing. Not mine. But, few things came after another.

Alhamdulillah, i was waiting to get the confirmation letter as a permanent staff. It is here already. But, the thing is, the Dato' pengarah won't sign it as everyone is not sure whether am i gonna give birth this 1st July or earlier. If earlier, then it is going to be postponed until i end my maternity leave. Haishhhh... So, i have to go to work this Monday (1st july).

My M.ed class will start a new semester next weekend. If i don't give birth yet, i have to go to the class. Truth is, i don't feel that i can endure the 9 hour class. Though there will be break, but sitting n listen to the lecture is killing me! I am gonna reach 40wks that weekend.

N adding to my misery, my in laws are coming next weekend. Planning to stay at my house for a night where my mum n brother are also staying currently. With a small house like mine, I DONT FEEL COMFORTABLE AT ALL!! Two families plus mine is too crowded! But, do i have the choice? My mum is currently staying with me because she will help me with the post-delivery matters. She's here in case i am gonna deliver during night time as somebody has to take care of my son.

Feeling stress? Absolutely!!
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