Fitrah wanita

Assalamualaikum...

Huihhhh...lamanya x update blog! Tu lah, asalkan nak update je, setakat sampai jadi draft, cite tergantung,mood menulis ilang. Haih....terus tekan delete. Teruk betul!

Tape la...hari ni, walaupun kerja bertimbun atas meja office, tetiba semangat nak menulis tu dtg. Kali ni akan type sampai abis n terus publish. Buleh gitew???

Ok.. tajuk ari ini. Fitrah wanita. apa yang fitrahnya?

Mengandung dan melahirkan. Iye...itu lah fitrahnya. Kalau lelaki mmg drg xkan tau sakit melahirkan tu macam mana. Drg boleh faham, tapi xkan merasa. Bagi perempuan, yang pernah experience atau bakal experience...tau sangat2 pasal sakit ni. Tak terbanding sakitnya. Pengalaman 12 jam contraction aku  melahirkan untuk Adam Fahmi adalah satu pengalaman memang x dpt kat mana-mana pun.

Tapi, jarang nak dengar dari mulut perempuan (ada, tapi jarang), "Saya takkan melahirkan lagi, cukuplah seorang ni."

Itulah fitrah wanita.

Alhamdulillah...

Syawal 2012 with Adam

Assalam,
Malas nak type...i'm gonna let the pics do the talking...
Balik umah atuk n nenek, 2 hari b4 raya..

 1st Syawal

Papa n Adam

Mama n Adam

Happy (tgh lari dr mama ni sbnrnya)

2nd Syawal- went back to Kuantan (there's a death in the family, AlFatihah)
Spent time at Sg.Lembing

Adam turns 1- 27th Aug 2012
YAY!




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Ramadhan, PaRam and sahur

Assalam,

Ok2.. Mmg dah nak basi dah tajuk entry ni. I wasn't meant to post a late entry but however i did not have the time to do so.

In the first two days of ramadhan, i was down with fever and cough and flu. Yet, until now, i am not fully recovered. Still having my bad cough and flu. *sigh*

but, that is the sad story. I do enjoy my ramadhan. Until today, i never missed a day...yet. Hahahaha... Fasting is different this year. Why? I have a small mouth to feed this year. Hahaha. My little hero la, who else.

It is a bit chaotic when you were trying to cook, to serve the food..while this lil one was clinging to my feet. Hahaha..yes, it is funny. But, i do get angry sometimes. He'll make me trip or i was almost step on him. Oh dear!...

His papa and pokde will help me though. They will bring Adam to the near playground or papa will even bring him to pasar ramadhan or known as PaRam (short form of Pa-sar Ram- adan)

Speaking of Pasar Ramadhan, i know that most people said that they don't like going there because it will cause them to buy more than their mouth could fit. Why? Nafsu la kannn... But, i don't have that kind of problem.
Why? Let me tell u, i know what i should buy there.

First, i plan. Ask people, what they really want. Kuih? Ayam? For my family, it is enough with murtabak because we don't like sweet kuih. There are times that we kind of craving for the sweet kuih, then we will buy some.

2nd, mix your option. For eg: u want kuih. Nowadays, rm1 u'll get 3 kuih. Mix the kuih that u want. If they don't allow u to mix it, then just buy enough for the people that u want to feed. Not more than 1 kuih per person.

I usually buy two murtabak and a big plastic of soya bean drink to feed 4 adult mouths. That's it. If my mum craving for kuih, then rm1 for kuih. Hehe


Ok, that is about Param. My sahur is also another story. Well, my mum is still staying with me. That makes me still pampered by my mum. She'll cook. Hahaha... Well, it's not my fault. She wakes up hours earlier than me. Hehe.. Once in a while, si kecik will wake up too. Adding to the misery that we have,eating as fast as we can.

There was one time that everyone woke up at 5am. Hahaha..we were eating like machine. But, that was not the last time i believed. There will be another 3 or 4 time in the future that we gonna have time like dat, i promise u. Hehehe


Well, i think i need to stop here. I am currently waiting for mr.hubby to pick me up. We are heading to Temerloh. Maybe we are going to break the fast in car. Hehe.

Ok, peeps. Selamat Berbuka. Till then, bubye.

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Nasib si Melow

Assalam,

Ha..arini xnak cite pasal orang. Arini nak cite pasal binatang. Bosan doh asik cite orang jek..haha

Al-kisahnya, my lil sister yang duk kat Puncak Perdana tu ada sekor hamster. Dulu dia ade 2 ekor. Namanya Caramel and Marshmallow. Caramel dah lama arwah, so yang tinggal Si Marshmallow or nama comelnya Melow.

Semenjak sy duk kat Kuantan ni, Mellow kena la tinggal kat Temerloh. Adam baby lagi, so takut la allergic or ape ke.. sbb najis hamster or tikus mmg bahaya. Tapi, sekarang ni Adam dah not so baby anymore. Iera (tuan Melow a.k.a my lil sister) pun mintak izin sy, dia nak bwk Melow ke Kuantan. So, sy bagi la.

Last weekend, kitorg balik Temerloh and Ahad tu, nak balik la ke Kuantan. Iera ni punya la semangat. Nak bawak si Melow la kan. Dia amik balang kuih yg plastik tu, dia bocorkan buat lubang-lubang kecik, jadi lubang-lubang udara. Tak cukup dia sorang, hubby sy aka abang ipar dia pun sibuk skali ni. Tolong dia bersungguh-sungguh buat lubang. Hahaha.. (sy pon tolong gak, kesian tgk dia terkial2 buat lubang tu).

Kenapa x bawak cage dia? Bawak.. tapi disebabkan bwk naik kereta, senang letak dlm botol tu. Tak la Adam pon sibuk nak memegang cage tu. Plus, x makan ruang sgt.

So, bwk la ke Kuantan. Dalam perjalanan tu asyik tanya, "Iera, tikus idup lagi?" (punya la concern aku kat tikus sekor ni. Yela. Dulu kawan aku pernah drive JB from KL bwk balik hamster, arwah hamster tu.hahahaha)

Ok, so sampai Kuantan. Iera pun amik hamster dia tu, simpan dlm cage, letak kat dapur.
Malam tu, en.hubby x tido lagi. Dia terlupa la ade makhluk kecik kat dapur tu yg tengah godek2 dalam cage. Cuak gak dia bila dgr bunyi2.Skali, bru dia igt. Si Mellow rupanya.

Esoknya, sy x gi keje. Diarhea. Memang terbaek la kan, asyik berulang-alik gi toilet...oppps! tu cerita lain. Ok, esoknya saya ada kat umah. So, pagi tu,Adam merengek la kan. Nak macam-macam. So, Iera aka Achu pon amik Melow n tunjuk kat Adam. Pastu,dia tinggalkan si Melow ni kat luar rumah. So, I yang the concern kakak ni pon cakap,
"Iera, umah kakcik ni banyak kucing lalu. Takpe ke?"
Dia dengan confident je ckp, xpe...Haihhhh..

Banyak kali gak saya tegur. Tapi dah tuannya confident, sy bior jela kan...

Last skali, hubby balik from kerja. Agak lewat, dalam  kul 7mlm. Masa dia balik tu, dia tegur
"Iera, x sejuk ke dia duk luar ni?"
Iera jawab, "xpe kot...hehehe"

Saya x igt la saya ade suruh dia bwh masuk ke tak, tp kesekian kalinya, dia ignore ape kitorang kata.
Malamnya, saya nak keluar. Pegi cari susu Adam yang tengah diarhea jugak tu. Masa sy nak keluar tu, sempat lagi sy bising.

"Iera, awak x angkat ke hamster ni kedalam?"
Iera yang tengah tengok tv tu, sambil tangan topang kepala, dia jawab, "Aaa...jap2." Tapi tak gerak jugak dari depan tv tu.

Saya pun usha la kan sangkar tu. Skali.....

Eh....xde pon! Biar betul!
Jengok and belek-belek  lagi.
Betul la!!! Takde!

"IERA!!!!! Cuba tengok hamster awak ni. Takde pon ni!"
Berlari la Iera dari dalam, keluar tengok and check cage tu. Memang dah xde.
Dalam kepala saya, hamster tu berjaya meloloskan diri and lari. Tapi, mana pernah dibuatnya. Hamster tu x larat nak bukak pintu cage tu.

Iera pon check and check lagi, rupanya pintu yg paling besar tu dah terbukak. Pintu yg slalu kita bukak kalo nk cuci cage tu.  Rasanya, bukan la si Melow yg kecik tu bukak. Mesti ade yang lain.

So, suspects adalah:
1. budak-budak main bola kat padang tepi tu.
2. musang yang slalu berkeliaran atas atap rumah
3. kucing oren yang duduk bwh kereta masa hubby sy balik.

Setelah investigation dibuat. Rasanya:

Suspect 1 x mungkin. sebab, kalau dia nak curi baik dia bawak lari ngan cage skali. Buat ape susahkan diri amik menatang tu je.

Suspect 2 kurang kemungkinan sebab musang tu banyak makan buah. Takade tanda2 dia dtg petang tu.

Suspect 3, paling berkemungkinan sebab ade saksi yang nampak dia kat tempat kejadian.

Hahaha....so, demikianlah berakhirnya riwayat Marshmallow.

Dear Marshmallow,
Rest in Peace.





Nak kebumikan xde jasad. Buat solat jenazah ghaib je la ek... nak tengok ghupe si Marshmallow byk2, ni tengok kat blog tuan punya Melow. here
Kuikuikui...

Growing like a champion

Assalam,
It's july. Next month, my lil hero will turn to 1. Oh my, he's growing fast! I can't seem to remember when did my baby grew from a 3.5kg baby to a 9kg now.

Dear sayang,

Mama n papa love u so much. U have been a sunshine that we have waited. There were times u are so cute, so comel, but there were also times when we felt like we want to bite every inch of ur body when u were testing our patience. Though, it just lasted for a few seconds. U still melt our heart with ur smiles and giggles. Whatever you do, we cant get mad of it.
























Oh my, what he's going to do next? Hahahaha....
But, how can i resist this cute lil one?




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Emo sikit entry ini

Assalam,

Kali ini,entry mungkin akan berbunyi sedikit emotional. Bukan nak merungut, membebel, tapi ade benda yg sy agak makan hati.

Mengajar di Kolej Islam mmg sedikit berbeza dengan tpt kerja lama saya. Bukan dr segi pandai ke tidak studentsnya, baik ke tidak mereka ni (kat tpt lama ade je lg...lagiiii teruk). Tapi dari segi menghadapi dugaan kemahuan belajar bahasa orang 'kafir' (as what they might see).

Sekarang ni sy ada 2 akaun FB. Ada sebab sy ada 2 acc ni. Satu, sebab sy mungkin perlukan privacy dr students. Dua, kadang2 nak mengarut kat status, x elok rasanya students tengok lecturer drg ni perangai camtu. Hahahaha...

Bila saya dah add students ni kat FB satu lg tu, mula la timbul sedikit rasa terkilan. Kenapanya? Bila ada students yg memberikan komen-komen negatif tentang belajar bahasa Inggeris. Gambar ini tidak berunsur negatif sedikit pun! jangan salah faham. Cuma yang saya kesali komen-komen mereka selepas meletakkan gambar ni.



 

Yes, I am totally aware and know the importance of learning to recite the Al-Quran and being a Muslim, we should completely agree that Al-Quran is our guidance.

Jangan pulak sesiapa yang baca blog ni kata saya menentang cara Islam, mengagungkan Bahasa Inggeris dari Al-Quran. MasyaAllah. Jauh sekali.

Yang saya terkilan adalah bila students memberikan berbagai komen pada gambar tersebut. Sedih bila membacanya. Bayangkan bila students yang saya ajar sendiri didalam kelas, memberikan komen2 negative tentang mempelajari bahasa Inggeris. Apa perasaan sy yang megajar mereka ni? Nampak sangat rasa terpaksanya belajar subjek tersebut.

Ini bukanlah satu-satunya gambar yg mereka post tentang Bahasa Inggeris di FB mereka. Pernah sekali saya komen. Dan saya rasa, komen yang manjawab kepada komen saya itu hanya nak menjaga hati saya. 

 Ini pandangan saya:

Tak ada salahnya belajar English. Tak akan murtadnya kamu, jika kamu pandai bahasa kafir ni. 

Saya bukanlah seorang yang latar-belakang pendidikannya bermula dengan pendidikan Islamik. Sejujurnya, sy juga bukanlah seorang yg bertudung labuh dan sangat terjaga tingkahlakunya.
Tapi, rasanya saya juga bukanlah seorang yang hidupnya lari langsung dari landas Islam.
Jadi, saya rasa selama 5 tahun belajar bahasa Inggeris ni x menjadikan saya seorang yg hidup terumbang-ambing, tanpa mengikut cara Islam.

Untuk mereka yang sangat menolak mempelajari bahasa Inggeris ni, cuba anda fikirkan sebentar:

1. Bayangkan satu ketika nanti, seorang lelaki/wanita yang bukan beragama Islam dan bukan juga rakyat Malaysia datang memohon pertolongan anda mendalami Islam. Dia tidak tahu berbahasa melayu. Bahasa yang digunakan hanya Bahasa Inggeris. Andalah satu-satunya orang yang boleh membantu dia.
Bukankah berguna bahasa Inggeris di saat itu. (xtau la pulak kalau ade yang akan menghantar orang ni ke PERKIM and tinggalkan je dia.. hehe)

2. Anda diberikan peluang berdakwah ke negara-negara tidak menggunakan bahasa Arab dan bahasa Melayu sebagai bahasa pengantaraannya. Bagaimana hendak berdakwah begitu? Masih menggunakan bahasa kita?

3. Kenal tak Imam Suhaib Webb? Dia berbahasa Melayu ke?

Mungkin, ada yang akan memberi pelbagai pandangan sendiri. Seperti yang orang kata, "NAK SERIBU DAYA, TAK NAK SERIBU DALIH"

Tak apalah bagi yang memberi seribu dalih tu. Biarkanlah..
Cuma, kita bukannya duduk didalam dunia ni dengan hanya satu bangsa je. Kenapa ayat pertama yang diturunkan kepada Nabi Muhammad SAW, "bacalah".
Kenapa tidak specific kepada, "Bacalah Al-Quran"?

Mempelajari ilmu bukan senang. Mempelajari ilmu dan memahaminya lagi susah.

 “To spend more time in learning is better than spending more time praying; the support of religion is abstinence. It is better to teach knowledge one hour in the night than to pray all night”. the prophet Muhammad (pbuh) sayings (Hadith)

 http://www.en.inshaallah.com/what-is-islam/knowledge-in-islam.html

Wallahualam...

Of ipad and mummy's life

Assalam,

I think I have been a bad mom lately. Since I got the Ipad as the 2nd anny present, I am too engrossed to it. I would never leave that thing for a second.It got worse when I started playing The Sims online.

I am thinking of to stop playing it but it is soooooo irresistible. Adding to that, it makes my life easier when I need to do some online thinging like Online banking, FB, and Instagram. More excuses popping up after one another.

Sometimes, I left Adam to play with Papa alone and sometimes when I was too engrossed, he would play alone. Poor my baby.

But, there's a good thing also. He loves to play Ipad with me. However,he can only behave for 2 or 3 minutes the max. After that, he will lick (yup, u read it correctly), smack or even kick it with his little feet. Ayoyoyyyyoooo...

Hmmm...need to slow it down though. Too much of everything is not good.

2nd

12/06/10- 12/6/2012

Alhamdulillah...

My BOTAK shayammm

Assalam, Hi!

I was too busy lately and couldn't find the time to blog anymore. Moreover, i don't have the feel to actively blog since less and less people blog nowadays. Less people comment and less people view. We don't communicate thru blog anymore. FB is the 'in' thing now. Comments are replied faster. Hmmm...time does flies!

This is the latest pic of my baby Adam a.k.a BOTAK!!! hahahaha... He kept scratching his ears because the hair was too long and it looked like he didn't feel comfortable. So, Papa n Mama decided to bring him to the nearest mamak barber because we couldn't find the salon that dare to cut baby's hair in Kuantan. That particular mamak was the only one who said OK. Furthermore, his machine (i don't know what it is called) doesn't make any sound. Great!

Adam was great. He just cried at the last 5 minutes (or less) because we need to force him to  to cut the hair on the back side (cried of protest!). Then, he smiled and got his longest shower (in bathroom) he has ever had. We had to shampoo him carefully to make sure all the hair was not there anymore.


Adam is currently reaching for his 10month this coming 27th. He got a pair of teeth, a master of crawling and a beginner at standing on his own. His favourite toys are the door stopper (yes, u didn't read it wrong) and my necklace (he knows even I hid it in my shirt). Favorite real food, homemade porridge with carrots and mashed potato.

Now,  we are searching for the babysitter since my mom wants to go back to her hometown. Yes, there are a lot of choices but we don't want to send him to the one with 5+ kids and babies. Yes, people who babysit are making a lot of money (okay, that is another issue). Adam also is a G6PD baby and he needs a babysitter who will need to remember the things he can or cannot eat, or he can or cannot touch. Owh, there's a lot to consider!

hmm... i think this is all for now. later, when i do have time to keep updating all the things happened, I'll blog. :)

A Genius' word

Found dis one in FB Inspirational Motivational Moral Stories

I second this because most of the time I was that fish.

Don't let ourselves be that fish anymore. Let us trust ourselves and be whatever that we want to be.

Rajuk

Angin sepi,
Suara hati,
Hanya seorang diri,
tak ada siapa ambil peduli...

Bukan niat,
jauh sekali terlintas di hati,
mungkin betul
kerana pulut santan binasa
kerana mulut hati hamba merana.

Kelip-kelip mata
Bantal dah disorong,
kenapa mata cuba berbohong

Sudahlah wahai hati
Sudahlah wahai jari,

Tak kemana rajuk
Kalau maaf senang dipujuk..


12.32 malam
2 Mei 2012
 

First time main air laut

Assalam,

Punya la lama plan nk pegi piknik, x pegi2 jugak. So, last weekend, terus je ajak sume orang gi Pantai Sepat. Nak piknik!

Plannya nak bwk Adam try main air laut la.si kecik tu mana penah main air selain dr tap water. Hahaha...sian dia.So, tercapai la hasrat nak merendam dia.

Mula-mula, tukar seluar dia dengan CD! hahaha...selamat la cloth diaper aku sebijik. swimming trunk mama x beli, okeh? Siap pakai CD kaler merah menyala!

Dah siap tu, mama terus bwk Adam ke gigi air.(wah, gigi air gitu!)..hehe. Muka Adam memang cuak la kan.xpernah2 dengar bunyi ombak, tengok kwsn laut tu punya la luas.

 Lepas 5 minit, dia main2 sikit je. Memang sangat2 cuak. So,kitorang pujuk dengan duduk atas pasir. Still x OK sbb mmg dia takut.Just, dia x nangis meraung la. Dia merengek sikit2. Sebab x puas ati jugak, mama n papa bawak ke tengah sikit (x dalam mana pun, just paras betis je).

Dalam dia cuak2 tu, skali... swoosh! ombak terpa kitorg. Adam pun kena air sampai atas kepala. Hahaha.. kejap je, sebab mama cepat2 angkat. Tapi, terkebil2 la dia jap. Pastu, skali lagi. Hahahaha... dia tak nangis tapi merengek tu la.

Ok, pastu kesian tengok dia. Lagipun dia dah basah satu badan. So, kitorang pun naik la darat. Keringkan dia, and kasi susu. Well, that was the first try. Nanti la, bawak mandi kat pool je la. Senang!

Rilek2, mak long pon sampai. Ape lagi. Makan time!!!!!

That was what happened last weekend, 22nd April 2012. Nanti, ape lagi aktiviti hujung minggu ek? Hehehe...daaaa

Terkesima

Assalam,

Terkesima? Ha, bagi yang mmg jarang menggunakan perkataan ni, hari ni saya nak guna sebagai tajuk entry. Semua bermula sebab satu kejadian petang Ahad.

Weekend baru-baru ni, turn kami balik ke Temerloh. As usual, petang Ahad, berangkat semula ke Kuantan. On the way balik tu, hubby tetiba mengantuk. Yela, tadi dia x tido. Ok. Elok aje lepas exit tol Gambang, hubby n saya switch.

Pakai seatbelt (saya n hubby mmg pakai seatbelt kalau drive), and sambung drive. Nak kuar kat exit Kuantan. Saya pun drive je la. Dalam range 120-110km/j. Ada la skali sy terdrive laju (130km/j) sebab nak memotong sebijik lori bwk minyak. Tetiba je masa saya nk potong lori tu, dia speed.

Tetiba, sy nampak lampu biru polis tu berkelip-kelip dalam 1km ke depan. So, slowkan la kereta kut-kut dia soh berenti kan? Skali, ha..encik polis tu kuarkan dia punya lampu kaler merah berkelip-kelip, signal soh ketepi. Saya kan penakut, cuak la pe lagi.  Saya bagi signal and berhentikan kereta kat tepi.

Saya buka seatbelt (cadangnya nak turun la sbb org kata kalau kita turun, polis tu x saman..hmmm). Tapi en.hubby kata x payah. Ok, saya pun tunggu je la.

Bila en.polis tu jenguk je kami, nampak la saya= driver, hubby = co-driver, mak n Adam = passenger kat seat belakang. Nak tau ape perkataan pertama dia?

"Lah!"

Saya pun terfikir, ape yg buat dia sampai cakap "lah" tu?
Then, dia mintak lesen. Of kos la saya confident kan, lesen saya baru je diperbaharui n akan expired bulan 10, 2013, OKEH?

Then, dengan muka x puas atinya, dia pulangkan lesen saya, dan berkata "tunggu je la surat nanti"
Saya agak terkesima, tp mulut tu tak la menanya macam-macam. Saya drive semula.

Pastu mula la macam-macam terpikir,

Kenapa dia cakap 'lah'? Kenapa dia x saman je guna kertas?
Kenapa dia tahan camtu je, xde cone merah tu?
Kalau speed trap, patutnya dia ade walkie talkie and specific kereta mana yg dia nak saman.

Macam-macam la. Tapi, hasil konklusinya

Dia maybe nak cari 'duit poket' tp x jadi sebab drivernya perempuan.

OR

Dia just randomly picked any car,then kalau kantoi lesen or road tax, dia saman la.

Maybe....sape tau.

Dan, sampai hari ni,surat tu x sampai2. check online pun xde jugak samannya.

Tapi, yg paling bernasib baiknya adalah, rupa-rupanya Lesen Hubby saya dah EXPIRED THAT DAY.. hehehehe... Nasib baik!

Adam The Photogediks baby

Assalam,

lama x hapdate!! hehe. Nak kata busy, xde la sangat (x bz ko kata, tu 5 bundles exam paper x tanda tu??).. Tai, bila type sthg je, mesti stuck. Ayat tunggang -langgang (walaupun entry sebelum2 ni, xde la ayat betul sgt pun), cerita x related. Memang semuanya tah hapa-hapa la..

Tapi arini ade sedikit rajin. Nak cerita benda lama pun. Pasal si kecik tu la, sape lagi. Budak bushuk masham, intan payung pengarang jantung saya laaaa... Muhammad Adam Fahmi.

Sebenarnya si kecik tu admitted kat wad Kuantan Medical Center (KMC) on 1st and 2nd April bru2 ni. Viral fever. Mulanya, demam sikit je. Skali panas sangat-sangat kul 2 pagi. Disebabkan dia baby, so terus rush pegi emergency KMC. Masuk ubat ikut buntut. hehe. Doc try nak cucuk drip. Haaa.... jerit dia jangan cakap la. Itu x masuk lagi tu. Memang terbaek la jeritan dia.

Duk kat KMC, kena la buat nebulizer. Bukan sakit pun, tapi cam biasa la..dia jerit jugak. Takut kot sbb bunyi mesin tu. Dia bosan duk dalam bilik tu, so kena la bwk dia jenjalan. Memang jual muka la  kan. Habis sumer nurse-nurse kat situ kenal. Sikit-sikit, "Adam...buat pe tu Adam? X nak duk dalam bilik ke?"... Malu mama eh...

Pas dua hari, kitorg discharged. Fuhh..lega! Tapi, Ok la sket kan, dr experience duk kat Hospital kerajaan.(maaf la ye, sy mmg anti hosp kjaan sbb experience ms Adam lahir n MIL baru2 ni). Walaupon single room dah penuh, bilik masih lagi selesa. Katil sebelah cuma masuk malam esoknya je.

Ok2..itu hapdate Adam yg aritu. Arini nak citer pasal Adam yang pantang nampak camera. Adam ni, kalau npk camera, mmg akan mengejar la. Maybe sbb dia npk flash camera tu kot. Asal saya buka je pouch camera tu, punya la laju dia dtg. Tak caya tengok gamba ni.

mama switch on camera..cepat..cepat!

Mama..Adam nak!

ok..dah dekat...

kasi la..kasi la

tak kasi? Adam panjat mama

Geget!!!!

Haa!!! punya la cepat. sedar-sedar dah depan muka. Eii.. si kecik sorg ni. kalau setakat merangkak tu dah expert, OK?

But, he loves camera very much. Almost become a photogediks! hahaha.. Ni la dia. Adam,the photogediks!!!! But I do love this one picture. He looks so natural n adorable.

till then...bubye!

Once upon a time..

Assalam,

Hah! Title ala-ala fairytale jek. Macam berkurun lama je kisah nak cerita ni. Hikhik.

Alkisahnya, satu ketika dulu saya bukan la begini. Masa tu masih bujang, dan happy je sepanjang masa.

at campus

Genting Highland

 Yang paling penting KURUS okei??? Adoi la, sekarang ni mcm kena pam. Macam kita pam belon utk birthday party tu. Wuuuu, terbaekk!

sekarang ni kena buat sesuatu, PRONTO!

Options yg ada:
1. Puasa -okay, bagus jugak tu. Ada lg puasa yang tak terganti ni. Banyak pulak tu.

2. Diet/slimming pills: - Hah, kureng sket sbb sy ni pantang nampak. (^^)

3. Jogging - ni lagi la x bleh percaya. Ritu jogging ngan hubby, berapa ari sgtla...haha

4. Pregnant second so that ms berpantang leh crash diet- APA!!! hahahahaha... PENDING, OKEH!


p/s: tq la ye Lynn sbb post gamba ni kat fesbuk. Mmg menambahkan stress aku. aiyarkkkk!!

One Litre of Tears

Assalam,

Pagi ni, masa duk marking assignment tetiba sy on Winamp (bosan duk ngadap paper je..stress!). So, one of the songs played by the winamp is Konayuki by Remioromen. Hah! Ape kes dengar lagu Jepun?

Actually, lagu ni pernah menjadi kegilaan sy and Suzai. Dalam sehari boleh diulang-ulang sampai berpuluh kali. Yes, berpuluh kali. Sampai semak perut la dgr lagu dr pagi sampai petang. Kesnya, dari sebab tengok cerita Jepun, One Litre of Tears.

Cerita ni sangat la sedihnya. Mana ada cintan-cintun. Sikit ade la. Tapi more to family relationship and macammana dia get through everything. As what the title suggests, seliter jugak la air mata aku tumpah sbb tengok cite ni. (T_T)

Sangat rekemen supaya tengok cerita ni ye... tapi cerita ni berepisod. Agak lengthy, tp berbaloi-baloi. Nak pinjam boley, tp sy kena cari semula mana sy letak cd ni eh...hehe

Here is the song. Enjoy!

Ada hikmahnya...

Assalam,

Hari ni dah lebih sebulan sy kerja di Kuantan. Setelah suffering for almost 2 years, duduk berjauhan, Allah swt bagi juga jalan supaya sy dpt duduk bekerluarga dengan hubby n Adam.

Bila sy dah bekerja kat Kuantan ni, Alhamdulillah, banyak yg baiknya sy nampak.

Relationship dengan keluarga adik emak sy, Cu, dekat semula. Kalau dulu, jarang sangat  dapat jumpa Cu. Hari Raya pun jarang sebab kitorg jarang balik ke Kuantan. Sekarang ni, asal ade free je, kitorang merayap gi rumah Cu. Kenduri Ajam pun mak tido sana and tolong Cu. Cu pun dah 2 kali dtg rumah saya kat IM.

Cu and Adam

Tukar environment tempat bekerja. Yes, I know. This is a totally new environment to me. Back then, my life was a bit 'lagho'. I couldn't care less the Muslim life that I led. What I wore, the way I talked and solat, all tunggang terbalik. Here, I am slowly adapting. Not that I wear purdah and tudung labuh. But now, I will carefully select my clothes and will be very conscious of whatever that I'm doing or going to do. Slowly, it change me for a better person. Bukannya nak membesar diri ye... tak terlintas pun. I am still me...

There are few things too but if I want to talk about it here, sampai esok x abis-abis la korg bace. Haha!

Just that, all my sacrifices are awarded. Alhamdulillah.

Yang sy pelajari dr pengalaman ni, Allah swt tetap makbulkan doa hambanya. Bezanya cepat atau lambat.
Kenapa saya tak dapat kerja di tempat lain, mungkin inilah hikmahnya...
Segalanya dah diatur untuk saya...

Pen off..bubye..

Progress Report..

Assalam,

Aduiii...sekarang ni sy sangat la sleep deprived. Why? Ni, Adam Fahmi ... he has a new skill. Meluncur ke depan.

At first, he did not have a clue of how to crawl. Ye la, being the only baby in the house, dia xde org yg dia boleh tiru. So, he's on his own. He has started to surf on his belly dah lama. Since he was 2 months old. Bila dah agak-agak 5 bulan lebih ni, I know that his hands and leg muscle have gotten stronger. I put him in the crawling position. Tegakkan kaki dia and lutut dia. Tergelak-gelak dia. Apa yang kelakar, xtau. Geli kot sbb x pernah rasa lutut tu tegak. Buat 2, 3 kali... Ok, he gets the idea.

And, guess what.. in one day, dia dah boleh gerak ke depan dengan cepatnya. Sekarang ni, bila dia atas toto (kitorang letak toto atas lantai) dia mmg akan tunjuk skill la.

Ddah 3 malam saya tido x lena. takut Adam terjun katil. Malam-malam, dia boleh jaga and berpusing atas katil. Malam kelmarin, siap sy pegang kaki dia sambil tido, so that when he moves his legs, I'll know. Itu pun, dia sempat jugak pegi ke hujung katil. Adoii...susah hatinya.

So,we decided to sleep in front of TV, dekat ruang tamu. Hah! sampai camtu skali. Yela..kang jatuh katil, kitorg gak menyesal. Tapi,plan tu x menjadi sbb tetiba malam tadi Adam behave sangat2. Dia boleh tido relax je sebalah kitorg. Aikk????

But, at 5 am,dia nangis sbb nak main. So, I took him and play depan tv, atas toto. Dalam duk perati dia main, sy terlelap 2 minit. Skali dengar Adam nangis. Dia dah terhantuk kat almari TV.  Ala, Adam!! Ambil dia and terus hantar kat emak sbb dah kul 6am.

Pagi td, bila nak keluar rumah, sambil dukung Adam,kitorang perasan, ada 2 lines kat dahi. OK, hero's mark dah dapat. Kesan terhantuk kat almari tu la. Dah tu, biar je la. Memang tu la kena hadap sbb budak dah start melasak.Tunggu je la masa dia nak benjol ke apa ke. Tapi, memang sangat kena hati-hati takut bahaya jugak pada dia.

kalau perasan tu ade kesan merah tengah dahi..hehe

control macho..

suka hati sangat padahal dah bertanda kat dahi

 

OK, mata saya dah start jadi mata panda. Takpe la, asal Adam happy sudey! hehehe..

Daaaaa...

Gaduh..

Holaaa!! Arini saya nak tanya korang..

Best tak gaduh?Tak kira la ngan kawan ke, adik-beradik ke, suami ke...

Bukan gaduh tumbuk-tumbuk tu..
Bukan setakat jeling-jeling marah tu..

Ni gaduh yang kita bertekak, tinggi suara and kesudahannya dua-dua sakit ati.
Dah sakit ati..mula la membangkit itu ini.

Eiiii...sangat la x bestnya! Bila sakit ati, rasa nak jerit je! Nanti kurang ajar pulak sbb xde la intention sampai camtu kannn???

Bila sakit ati, marah sampai xleh nak tengok muka.

Marah sangat..sangat..

Kesudahannya

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Berhari-hari tak bertegur sapa. Sorang kesana, sorang kesini.
Bertembung buat macam lalu sebelah stranger.


Sangat tak enak perasaan tu.
Tapi, siapa nak jatuhkan ego dulu?
Siapa nak cakap, "I am sorry?" 

Sape cakap dulu, dia kalah.... Macam Play Uncle lak..

Hurmmm....

Saya x suka!

I miss my BFFs

Assalam..

I was so..so..so..down today. Something happened and I do not have anyone to talk about it, especially when I moved to here. Yes, I do have friends. But, this is not something that I can talk with friends here.

I was at the office, look cheerful as always, (wearing RED lagitu!..haha)..but this kind of thing still lingers in my head. I do a lot of things, chit chatting with my friends, typing the students name list, and even checking the question paper (pagi2 dah buat kerja heavy??). It still doesn't go away.

My phone rang..

A call from Lynn. She asked me what about my FB status. Then, I told her my story. We talked about Rynn also. Keeping all the story updated.

Then, I called Lilee. Just to say hi and asked about her updates. Asking her baby in the tummy's condition. Giving her some advise that I used to hear when I was preggy.

I really miss having Lynn, Lilie and Rynn around. Back then, we used to hang out and share anything, ANYTHING among us. When life gets tougher, these people that keep me strong. Knowing that they are always supporting me in any condition really toughen me.

When all of us separated like this, only calls connect us. Once in a while, I'll spend my time visiting Lynn n Rynn, and Lilie will surely join us. Now Lilie at Ampang, then it will be much easier when we want to hang out again, later..

 Lynn and I had a not very long conversation but the call really made my day. I can start to think straight.

Lilie,Lynn (and baby Honey) and me

Rynn n baby Sofea

But, I still miss having them around.

BABES! JOM  GET TOGETHER!...huhuhuuuuu

Playing house during weekend

Assalam..

Having a free from work weekend is such a bless. I was waiting for last weekend since I don't have enough sleep and also was deprived from working lately. 

Poor me.. haha

Last weekend, Saturday, I attended my cousin wedding. My family went for his akad and also majlis bersanding. I do have pictures but I don't like it much. Later, I'll upload it.

Then, Sunday. I planned to do some deko2 with mr.hubby. Ya laaaa, since I have moved to Kuantan, I don't have the time to clean and rearrange all the house items that I've brought from Temerloh.

I woke up and bought food for our breakfast. After eat, I was too lazy to even move my fingers. Hahahaha... (penyakit orang makan banyak sangat). While watching the tv, my lil sis n I had the idea of cooking that day. Well, since mak does all the cooking before, that weekend it was a holiday for her. Hahaha...

Hubby n I went to market to buy the ingredients. The fish and all. Back at home, since we just had keropok and goreng pisang, everyone kinda full. So,cooking start at 3.30 pm. Perghhh!! It was that late to cook! Hahaha.. 

Started with all the basuh2. Cleaned the shrimps, chicken, fish,vegies and all. Iera did all small things. She cut the onions and vegies while I did most of the big things. I marinade the chicken, fried the fish. Then, both of us covering each others work when the pan and wok were on the stove.

So, let me show you the pictures of the dishes.

1) Sup sayur campur.

Normal soup but by adding the chicken stock made it somehow taste like chicken soup. Hahaha... 

2) Butter prawn

This one, was a simple one. Just add the prawns into a mixture of butter and evaporated milk. Stir it until it turn yellowish/brownish. Then, here it is!

3)Bawal 3 rasa 

This was supposed to be siakap, but we couldn't find any siakap. Just add soy sauce, chilli sauce, plum sauce, tomato sauce with some lime juice. 

4) Spagetti Carbonara

Aha! This was the spoiled of the day! I never thought the vermicelli was that much. I prepared the gravvy  lesser than it should. So, it become carbonara no gravvy spagetti. Hahahahaha!

Well,we have a plate of Ayam Goreng ala KFC but there wasn't anything special about it. So, I dont want to put it in here. Hahahaha..

We finished cooking by 5.30pm. It took us nearly 2 hours to prepare, cook and all. I am proud of myself and my lil sis, Iera for the dishes that we had made.Not a yummy like a chef made dishes but a yummy that people can eat and compliment it.

Ok la..till then,

Daaaa....

Alolooo..cian baby Myvi n City

Assalam,

Semalam, genap hari ke 7 bekerja kat KIPSAS. Semalam jugak KIPSAS bagi sebijik kenangan. Kereta kecayangan caya (bajet comei ah tu!), pecah cermin belakangnya disebabkan terkena batu orang memotong rumput. Aduiiii...sekali lagi kena. Bukan first time kena ni.Aritu kena kat UiTM.

Perihalnya, sy abis tengok Readers Theater kat dewan. Abis tu, dengan mood malas (sbb hubby ajak jog lg :)), menuju la ke arah kereta Myvi yg saya parking senget pg td. Tp, senget pun dlm petak saya okeiii??? Masuk keta, start engine, pakai sunglasses (xtahan!!! *muntah ijo*), masuk gear reverse...skali... ehhhh!! apsal gelap jek( bukan sbb sunglasses okeiii??). Ehhh..nape ade kesan crack tu?? La!!!!! cermin pecah!

cermin MyVi crack kena batu

Saya pun tengok cermin yang dah retak beribu-ribu lemon tu. Tak tau nak pikir ape, call hubby. Skali, incik suami dalam toilet daaaaa... dia kata, dia call japgi. Saya lambai kat Ida (kwn sama2 report duty). Terus la mengadu... Datang pulak boss. Tak lama, dtg pulak sorang lagi lecturer (ex English lect). Tengok sana, belek sini...xde pape pon boleh buat. Boss tolong call person incharge. Then...saya pun tunggu la incik suami. Lama jugak, kebetulan Yan (colleague) nak balik, n keta dia park sebelah keta saya. Borak and borak...sempat la mengisi masa sementara incik suami sampai. Saya x berani nk drive..so, sy drive City balik umah.

Keesokkan harinya, hubby kena la anta kannn..keta dah tersadai. Nak drive, takot la..x nampak. So, kena anta dia gi punch card dulu n gtau boss dia dulu. Tengah duk tersadai dlm jammed depan skolah tu, kitorg berborak la pasal Myvi..tot tett tot tett... skali.. BUM! Tersengguk kitorang berdua! Hubby n sy pandang satu sama lain. Kena langgar rupanya kitorang ni! Tak terkata apa la dik nunnn oiiii!

kesan crack City kena hentam ngan Pajero

Sy cepat2 sms boss, sbb mesti lambat punya la ni. Dah la jammed,bleh pulak accident. Adeesss!! Parking tepi jalan, then hubby n sy kuar keta. Hubby nk diskas, sy just nak tengok keta. Akak x mau campor la dik, keje orang lelaki ni...xmo  ..x mo..

So, itu la kisahnya. 2 insiden dalam masa 24 jam. Skrg ni sy tengah cuba nk claim dgn org yg potong rumput tu. Tp ade bunyi2 yg drg tak mengaku buat. Tanya tu la, ni la... Adoi, susah hati. Mahal tu! RM400 ++.. mana akak nak cari duit dik oiii!

Tapi, saya lagi rasa terkilan. Dah nak masuk 3 tahun saya ada Myvi ni. Dah 5 kali kena mcm2.

1. Mula2 skali, saya langgar kereta orang. Tu, sy ngaku la. Mmg sy yg langgar. 
2. 2nd, lori langgar kereta saya.
3. 3rd time, kena batu jugak. Orang potong rumput kat UiTM. 
4. 4th time, Tati (cousin hubby) bwk and langgar kereta orang. Kemek boot tu. 
5. Ni, yang ke 5! Hadoi la....

Semalam dah terfikir, kenapa dengan keta ni? Macam x kena je. Saya ade hutang ngan sape2 ke? (Hutang ngan bank ada la). Mak cakap, "gi la tukar keta". Ada gak terpikir, tp kereta bukan priority lagi sekarang ni.
ish..iskkk ... sedey..sedeyyy... (T_T)